Monday, June 25, 2007
10:41 AM
just another boring day.. haha..
oh well.. gs2 q lng mgupd8.. bka xc i2 ndn last post q for june.. hehe.. soooper hectic ng sched grabe.. it's like pumapasok aq for 6days.. den ang sunday ay homework time.. argh.. skit s ulo tlga.. haha..
sna mgkaron ult ng isang araw na mdidisrupt ang classes.. para masaya.. nkkmiss 2loy ung mga monthly programs..
dhl wla nnman aq mailagay, basahin nyu nlng ang story na i2..
Let Me Love You
Once upon a time, there was once a guy who was very much in love with this girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of papercranes as a gift to his girl. Although, at that time he was just a small executive in his company, his future doesn't seemed too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot visualise any future for the both of them, so let's go their own ways there and then... heartbroken, the guy agreed.
When he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself. Finally with all these hardwork and with the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company...
"You never fail until you stop trying." he always told himself. "I must make it in life!"
One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realise those were his ex-girlfriend's parents. With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore, he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He had made it in life!
Before the guy can realise, the couple was walking towards a cemetary,and he got out of his car and followed them...and he saw his ex-girlfriend, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone... and he saw his precious papercranes in a bottle placed beside her tomb. Her parents saw him. He walked over and asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was stricken ill with cancer. In her heart, she had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want her illness to be his obstacle ... therefore she had chosen to leave him.
She had wanted her parents to put his papercranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again he can take some of those back with him. The guy just wept ...the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them but knowing you can't have them and will never see them again.
"The End."
A tragic story that perhaps happens only in the movies. At the end of the day, money is money is money but love is divine. In our quest for our material wealth, take time to make time for our loved ones. There will be a time when we have only memories to cling to. Take this weekend to show our "love" to all that are close to us.
aun.. hai.. grabe.. wat a tragic lab story..
nwei ansaya ng 1stconcert ni yeng kagabi.. heehee.. ol i can say is it was a success.. :)
cge guys till hir muna.. mwuah mwuah..
Labels: school stuffs., so-the-drama.
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
9:56 AM
**another story for you guys to read.. :)
She Carried Me, Then I Carried Her by Melissa Knapp
She came into my life when I was eight years old. My dad found her at work. She was a stray and starving. He took one look at her, and said "Seems like you could use a good home." He opened up the door to his pickup and she jumped in. Her tailed wagged all the way.
I was still at school, when dad arrived home with the puppy. Mom and dad fed her and gave her a bath. This would be my first pet.
I had always wanted a dog. My parents told me when I was old enough and responsible, I could have one. Well I guess they figured the time was right.
I hopped off the bus, not knowing what awaited inside for me. I walked through the door, and to my surprise a white and black puppy with a red bow stuck to her head, greeted me with many many puppy kisses. A very special friendship was born that day.
Now she needed a name. My older brother laughed at her and said her tail was deformed. It doesn't wag its tail back and forth, it goes in a circle. He motions his finger around his ear, and says "She's squirrely" Thus my puppy, Squirrely got her name.
She was a smart dog. I taught her to play hide and seek. We would play for hours, spending our days learning and growing together.
Eleven years we were together, best of friends. Arthritis and old age set in on her. My parents knew what had to be done, but they stood back and let me find and make the decision myself.
She was suffering so much and the medicine didn't seem to help anymore. She could barely walk. I looked into those deep brown eyes and realized it was time to let he go.
I carried her into the vet's office, placed her on the table. Squirrely leaned her head forward, gave a lick to my hand. As if to say she understood, and stay strong. Her tail was wagging in that circle as it always did.
The vet gave her a sedative first, for the final shot was given on her front paw, and that was painful. She first went to sleep, but her tail still wagged. Then the vet asked before giving the final shot, "Are you sure?" With a heavy heart and tear filled eye's, I nodded yes.
The final shot was given. My eye's fixed upon her wagging tail. A matter of seconds and it stopped. The vet listened for a heart beat, and said "It's over" I wrapped her up in her favorite blanket, and carried her out.
I took her home and buried her in the pasture, where she loved playing, and chasing rabbits. It was the hardest thing I have ever done.
I didn't go back to her grave for many years, but recently I went. Growing on her grave was a single wild flower. I sat and watched it swaying in the wind, and realized that it was swaying in a circle, just like Squirrely. I know now that, that special friend will be with me always.
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Tuesday, June 12, 2007
3:48 AM
A MUST-READ SAD LOVE STORY:
It all started when I was 6 years old. While I was playing outside on my farm in California, I met a boy. He was an average kind of boy who teased you and then you chased them and beat them up. After that first meeting in which I beat him up we kept on meeting and beating each other up at the fence. That only lasted for a little while though. We would meet at the fence all the time and we were always together.
I would tell him all my secrets. He was very quiet he would just listen to what I had to say. I found him easy to talk to and I could talk to him about everything. In school we had separate friends but when we got home we would always talk about what happened in school. One day I said to him that a guy I liked hurt me and broke my heart. He just comforted me and said everything would be okay. He gave me words of encouragement and helped me get over him. I was happy and thought of him as a real friend. But I knew that there was something else about him that I liked. I thought of it that night and figured it was just a friend kinda thing that I was feeling.
All through high school and even through graduation we're always together and of course I thought of it as being friends. But I knew deep inside that I really felt differently. On graduation night even though we had different dates to the prom I wanted to be with him. That night after everybody went home I went to his house and wanted to tell him that I wanted to see him. Well, that night was my big chance and all I did was just sit there with him watching the stars and talking about what I was going to do and what he was going to do. I looked into his eyes and listened to him talk about what his dream was. How he wanted to get married and settle down. He said how he wanted to be rich and successful. All I could do was to tell him my dream and cuddle next to him.
I went home hurting because I didn't tell him how I was feeling. I wanted to tell him so bad that I loved him but I was too scared and frightened. I let my feelings go and told myself that someday I would tell him just how I felt. All through college I wanted to tell him but he always had someone with him. After graduation he got a job in New York, I was happy for him but at the same time I was sad to see him go. I was sad also because I didn't tell him how I felt. But I couldn't let him know now that he was leaving for his big job. So I just kept it to myself and watched him go on the plane. I cried as I hugged him for what I felt was going to be the last time. I went home that night and cried my eyes out. I felt hurt that I didn't tell him what I had inside my heart.
Well, I got a job as a secretary and then worked my way to a computer analyst. I was proud of what I had accomplished. One day I got a letter with an invitation to a marriage. It was from him, I was happy and sad at the same time. Now I know that I could never be with him and that we could only be friends. I went to the wedding the next month. It was a big occasion. The big church wedding and the reception at the hotel. I met the bride and of course him. I fell in love one more time. But I held back so it wouldn't spoil what should be the happiest day in his life. I tried to have fun that night but it was killing me inside watching him being so happy and me trying to be happy covering up my sadness tears inside of me.
I left New York feeling that I did the right thing. Before I left on the flight, he came running out of nowhere and said his good-byes and how he was very happy to see me. I came home and just tried to forget about what went on in New York. I had to go on with my life. As the years went on, we wrote to each other on what was going on and how he had missed talking to me. On one occasion he never wrote back to me at all. I was getting worried as to why he hadn't written anything for a long time after I had already written 6 letters to him. Well, just when everything seemed hopeless and sad in my life, I got a note that said: "meet me at the fence where we used to talk about things". I went and saw him there. I was happy to see him, but he was broken-hearted and sad inside. We hugged until we couldn't breathe anymore.
Then he told me about the divorce and why he hadn't written for a long time. He cried until he couldn't cry anymore. Finally, we went back to the house and talked and laughed about what I had been going and to catch up on old times. But in all of this, I couldn't tell him how I felt about him. In the days that followed, he had fun and forgot about all his problem and his divorce. I fell in love again with him. When it came time for him to leave back to New York, I went to see him off and cried. I hated to see him leave. He promised to see me every time he could get a vacation. I couldn't wait for him to come so I could be with him. We would always have fun when we were together.
One day he didn't show up like he said he would. I figured that he might have been busy. The days turned into months and I just forgot about it. Then I got a call one day from a lawyer in New York. The lawyer said that he had died in a car accident going to the airport. And that it took this long till everything was settled. It broke my heart. I was shocked about what took place. Now I knew why he didn't come that day. Again, I was broken-hearted. I cried that night, cried tears of sadness and heartache. Asking questions why did this happen to a kind guy like him?
I gathered my things and went to New York for the reading of his will. Of course, things were given to his family and his ex-wife. I finally got to meet her since the last time we met at the wedding. She explained to me how he was and how he always provided. But he was always unhappy. She would always try everything but she couldn't get him happy, as he was that night at their wedding. When the will was read, the one thing that was given to me was a diary. It was a diary that of his life. I cried as it was given to me. I didn't know what to think. Why was this given to me? I took it and flew back to California. As I flew on the plane I remembered the good times that we had together. I started reading the diary and what was written.
The diary was started with the day we first met. I read on till I started to cry. The diary told of him saying that he had fallen in love with me that day I was broken-hearted. But he was too afraid to tell me what he had felt. That is why he was so quiet and liked to listen to me. It told of how he wanted to tell me so many times, but was too afraid to say anything. It told of when he went to New York and fell in love with another. How the happiest time he had was seeing me and dancing with me at the wedding. He said he imagined it was our wedding. How he was always unhappy till he had no choice but to divorce his wife. How the best time in his life was to read the letters written to him by me. Finally, the diary ended when it said, "today I will tell her I love her". It was the day he was killed. The day I was going to finally find out what was really in his heart.
If you love someone, don't wait till tomorrow to tell him/her. Maybe that next day will never come at all.
街の人ごみに紛れ一人
冷めた目をして閉じてく その心
優しさは求めずに 傷つくだけなら
人とすれ違ってゆく度に薄れてく君の色
暗い夜に怯えないで
It’s Melody
失ってしまった心の欠片集め
いつか君が笑えるように yeah
just Melody
本当は優しく無邪気な君の笑顔
いつも僕が守ってくから
善悪知った人みたいに
答えは見つけてないけど
気持ちを Again 遅すぎることはない
It’s Melody
出逢いも別れも新しい音をくれる
あの笑顔も 失くせない音 yeah
just Melody Melody
忘れないで 遠く離れていても
君の Melody 聞こえてるから
窓に映る光さえも
もう照らしてはくれないような気がして
一人で凍えてたんだ
It’s Melody
失ってしまった心の欠片集め
いつか君が笑えるように yeah
just Melody
奏でてゆくのさ 時の五線譜の上
ひとりひとつ 生まれた日から
It’s Melody
出逢いも別れも新しい音をくれる
あの笑顔も 失くせない音 yeah
just Melody Melody
いつか君が歌ってくれたあの歌
きっと僕は忘れはしない
You are my song
and I’ll be with you
Friends will be friends
Forever and ever together
hinabaan q i2ng entry n i2 xc i dunno when will i be able to upd8 my blog again.. senior hs lyf is going to be a busy one.. lots of requirements.. oh well, i just hope the burden would ease quite a bit.. students are still humans.. not robots who can do so many thing in just a short span of time.. i feel it's quite unfair that the mentors give the students homework without ever thinking kung nahihirapan b mga s2dents nila.. it's as if they think that their subject is the only subject in the world.. oh well.. we, students, just have to bear with it na lang.. as if we can do anything about it.. oh, and friends q n seniors, i hope walang kalimutan.. even though we'll take our own paths after graduating, still, sana friends pdn tau.. i dont want to experience ult ung so-called bff mu from elementary days na this time, parang di ka na nya kilala.. *wenk*
Friend and Acquaintance --Author Unknown:
There is a difference between being an acquaintance and being a friend. An acquaintance is someone whose name you know, who you see every now and then, who you probably have something in common with and who you feel comfortable around.
It's a person that you can invite to your home and share things with. But they are people who you don't share your life with, whose actions sometimes you don't understand because you don't know enough about them.
On the other hand, a friend is someone you love. Not that you are "in love" with them, but you care about them and you think about them when they are not there. The people you are reminded of when you see something they might like, and you know this because you know them so well. They are the people whose pictures you have and whose faces are in your head regardless.
Friends are the people you feel safe around because you know they care about you. They call just to see how you are doing, because a friend doesn't need an excuse. They tell you the truth, the first time, and you do the same. You know that if you have a problem, they are there to listen.
Friends are the people who won't laugh at you or hurt you, and if they do hurt you they try hard to make it up to you. They are the people you love, regardless of whether you realize it.
Friends are the people you cried with when you got rejected from colleges and during the last song at the prom and at graduation. They are the people that when you hug them, you don't think about how long to hug and who's going to be the first one to let go.
Maybe they are the people that hold the rings at your wedding, or maybe they are the people who give you away at your wedding, or maybe they are the people you marry. Maybe they are the people who cry at your wedding because they are happy or because they are proud.
They are the people who stop you from making mistakes and help you when you do. They are are the people whose hand you can hold, or you can hug or give them a kiss and not have it be awkward because they understand the things you do and they love you for them.
They stick with you and stand by you. They hold your hand. They watch you live and you watch them live and you learn from them. Your life is not the same without them.
salamat sa lahat ng mga friends q.. ayan.. xmpre c propphi, kambal nory, huggy, mitch, irish, kuya martin, kuya nikko, mga archies, iv-almeda, rc, abhie, tey, adree, xian, fruitcake, babybro, etcetcetc.. kilala nyu naman kng cnu2 kau e..
so till here, readers and bloggers.. comments and feedbacks pls.. total, mtgal tgal dn naman aqng di mkkpgupd8.. thanx..! muwaaah.. God bless..!
[leaving u a pic of my peyborit female game character]
Labels: quotes., school stuffs., so-the-drama.
Friday, June 08, 2007
9:36 AM
congratulations s mga naeelect n officers the past few days. at xmpre congrats kei class president jotep.ü
nkta nyu n ba ung bagong music vid ni kelly clarkson..? wla lang. ganda xc e. hehe.
s ngaun wla p naman aqng maikwn2 s blog q. kelangan q p mgpakabusy s mga schoolworx. sus mio.!
**s mga nagtag, ngrply nlng aq s blog nyu. d2 nyu nlng kau mgrply. hehe.
Labels: school stuffs.
Monday, June 04, 2007
6:33 AM
-->tagged by mitch_o5 ü<--
4 JOBS I'VE HAD
-catechist.ü [walang bayad xmpre]
4 MOVIES I WATCHED OVER AND OVER
-The Perfect Man
-Detective Conan *wide grin*
-Harry Potter
-LOTR: Return Of The King
4 PLACES I'VE LIVED IN
-mandaluyong [currently here]
-CEBU <3
-cavite
**yan lang e**
4 PLACES I'VE BEEN ON VACATION AT
-baguio
-laguna
-antipolo
**yan lng dn e. hehe**
4 OF MY FAVORITE FOODS
-strawberry flavored foods
-baked tahong w/ cheese
-calamares
-boneless bangus
[yum. nglalaway nq ngaun.!]
4 PLACES I'D RATHER BE RIGHT NOW
-anywhere bsta payapa at walang pressure & cramming..!!
Labels: survey.