--*RICE.

ayun. so edz, roseann, kryselle, jinky and me. andun kami sa ABIS. since it's a week long celebration ng bday ni cong, we helped out. nag-assist kami sa pamimigay nung libreng bigas. oh well, community service. :D tapos may mga CAT officers din dun nagttraining. ang gwapooooo nung isa dun. heehee. dbuh nu roseann? dbuh?? dbuh?? dbuh?? :D

and oh yea. may black butterfly, with white streaks sa wings, na lumilipad kanina sa ABIS. tapos dq alam na dumapo pala sa buhok q. nakita nila roseann. tapos nung patapos na ung activity kanina, sabi ni jinky nung nasa labas na kami, sumusunod daw ung butterfly. anu kaya meaning nun? hmm....

keep it short.

updated my multiply too.

oh and btw, analyze this song.

"Even when I'm not giving enough
And I'm taking too much
You're still there for me
Even when I've got nothing at all
And I'm ready to fall
You're still there for me
There for me
There for me
Even when I can't be there for you
You're always there for me"

but if you change pronoun "I" to "You" and "You" to "I", the song becomes a bit egocentric. :)) in my opinion, okay?

"Even when you're not giving enough
And you're taking too much
I'm still there for you
Even when you've got nothing at all
And you're ready to fall
I'm still there for you
There for you
There for you
Even when you can't be there for me
I'm always there for you"

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--*"CONCERT".

we were supposed to go to the concert yesternight sa RTU. unfortunately, there was a looooooong line. so yes, laziness attacked our system. byebye parokya ni edgar-kamikazee concert. anyway, t'was free so looooooong line was expected. we went to mcdo barangka. we --- propphi, potchi, lolo, mico, and me. :D had a blast. left at 9pm. edz, cleon, joyse, and mitch were there too. pero different table.

so ayun. have a vid ng panlalait nila mico, lolo, at potchi kei kim. and mico said something gross in the middle of the vid. EEW. mico, wala ka talagang taste! pakxet!! of course, may vanity session. talamat pala kei teddy sa panlilibre smin ni kim ng nuggets! muhahaha.

btw, HAPPY BDAY RHAZEL TOBIAS. :)

sa mga kasama q, THANK YOU SO MUCH. you made my day. ;) love you four!

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--*NAIF.

title means naive. :) parang walang word na ganyan nu. pero swear meron. :)

talunan aq sa scrabble. :( di bale. babawi na lang aq nextgame. buti na lang 5wins na aq. sure pasado na. :D :D

dynamic allocation and structures. hemorrhage topics ng CS11 kanina. haii. kakaloka. tapos di ka pa pwede magexperiment ng dynamic allocation [calloc() / malloc()] kasi magccrash ang hard drive ng computer. NO WAY. wont do that.

logloglog. topic nung math17. nakakatuwa naman xc di xado mahirap. [sana di na humirap ang log. :))]


someone who feels for me, who's constantly in love with me and cares for me... someone who won't say goodbye... someone who can change my life... i hope it's you. SENTI. :D

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--*WEDNESDAY.

ang panget ng title ko para sa entry na toh. wala na kasi aqng maisip. hahahaha.

eng11. no class. prof is sick. but we need to read our novel for our final paper. aw. and then we have to think of an excellent way to tell the class about our novel. ach. ideas are running out. major lame-o.

bio1. snooze. i wasn't bored for the first 45 minutes. why? writing the "truth" entry. [see post before this] i didn't edit it anymore when i posted it here. lazy. nah. need to read Illusions. *sniff* after writing "truth" entry, it seems as if a lullaby was playing. :)) bad me. sorry.

math17. exponential functions and equations. brain drain. eep. overtime. hahahaha.

philo11. woot. no professor. yeaaaa.

went home 3pm. supposed to go somewhere but hesitated. so im an early bird today. :))

francois, goodluck on friday. ;) don't delay anymore ayt?

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--*TRUTH.


All I could do was to run away. I could feel the wind's icy hands caressing my face. I shuddered. Well, partly because of the wind. But the thought of "it"... I couldn't bear to think about it. Why can't I distract myself completely? Even if I try to close my eyes as I run, all that I see was chaos.

A rustle. I stopped and opened my eyes. I looked around quickly. Impossible, I thought. I had an hour gain on my predator. Yes, I am the prey. And I know the truth.

A flashback. Those deep, black eyes staring at me furiously. An unmasked disgust painted on that person's pretty face. "Why?" the person asked. "Why don't you tell me what you're hiding?" I couldn't find my voice. But I could feel something warm blurring my vision. NO! Tears? I can't and I won't cry in front of this person. There is only one solution. Escape. I would run away and take a shortcut to lengthen the distance between us.

A snap. That brought me out of my reverie. Someone is watching me. A pair of eyes. Yes, just a pair of eyes staring at me. But where?

A gasp. Wait! That came from me. Then I realized a pair of hands forcing me to face my captor. How could it be? I've been caught by my predator. Alas, I knew this day would come. But still, I was hoping it wouldn't. "Why?" the person asked once more in a calmer way. It seemed as if that person asked it years ago. Should I be evasive? Or should I tell everything?

A decision. "Fine" I muttered. "But I have a question. Just one question" I told the person. "OK" the person replied.

A question. I looked at the person's eyes then asked "What would you do if you knew the truth?"

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--*SOAKED... AGAIN.

okaaaaay. kasi naman. bad influence talaga pusoy dos. pero pwede rin na inaasar kami ng bagyo kanina. waaaah. peste. 3hr ride pauwi. nagtaxi kami ni anabeth at carlo. desperado na makauwi ng hindi nababasa. :))

unang obstacle. college of science bldg. sumilong sa isang tabi. may kidlat na malapit samin. may mini-pagsanjan falls. at nakuha pdn maging vain sa ulan. :D

pangalawang obstacle. waiting shed near college of science. so sumugod na kami sa ulan para makauwi na talaga. kakaiba xc dun sa tapat ng sinisilungan namin malakas ang ulan. pero nung lumagpas kami, drizzle na lang. hanep talaga. tapos ayan nanaman. lumakas ang ulan. xeeeeet. hati hati pa naman sa payong. basang basa kami from head to toe. kung wala lang talaga kaming bag na dala, we don't care kahit na maligo pa kami sa ulan. so ayun nakasakay na kami ng toki.

pangatlong obstacle. malapit sa CAL. eto ang the best. una aqng bumaba ng jeep sabay bukas ng payong. bumaba si umbrella mate carlo. tapos si armina bumaba rin. kaso nakalimutan nyang buksan ang payong. so share muna ung payong q with her. tapos si shane bumaba rin. kaso nakisilong din samin. si abeth din nakalimutan buksan ang payong pagbaba. so habang malakas ang ulan at nasa gitna ng kalsada, nagtatawanan kaming lima. :)) hanep talaga. ibang level ang bonding.

sinong di mababaliw sa ulan ulan ulan? tama yang line na yan. :)) nabaliw talaga kami sa ulan. hahahahaha.

ayun. nakauwi naman kaming lahat ng maayos. pangasar lang talaga ung ulan. grrrr. anyway, at least natubigan na ang mga pananim. :D

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--*TRAIN.

train of thoughts today.

my face looks weird. it's not proportional. sore left cheek due to minor surgery yesterday -- two wisdom teeth extracted. :( well anyway, no pain no gain. what will i gain?? that's the question. :))

i'm currently doing my bio1 homework. internet information on Y-chromosome Adam. according to wikipedia, "Y-chromosomal Adam (Y-MRCA) is the patrilineal human most recent common ancestor (MRCA) from whom all Y chromosomes in living men are descended." if you want more info, go to wikipedia. am not interested. hate bio. :p

decisions. decisions. decisions. *sigh* so many options but it's difficult to choose the best decision. di mu naman masasabi kung ano ang right decision xc you can't say if one option is right and the other is wrong. gets?

anyway, naalala ko ung sinabi ni francis kahapon. wala raw emotions ang mga animals. ang pagwhimper and pagreact ng mga dogs? INSTINCT. di raw un emotion. well, as usual we contradicted what he said. but as usual, he won. :( noooo! haha. but he's got a point. dolphins are happy animals. emotion ang pagiging happy. but they're robots. why? because they were "programmed" to be that way. that's what francis said. meron ba dian gustong kumontra? ;)

sometimes, i wish i could kill the emotion "love" from my system. it hurts. it kills. it destroys. people say that at the end of that winding road, you'll find true happiness. every pain, every suffering in love is worth it. but i dont think so. why? kasi you've been shattered. you've been broken. may natira ba sau? siguro meron. pero di un enough para mabawi yung buong pagkatao mo. and then again, what is true happiness? does it really exist? how do you know that you've found that true happiness??

questions. questions. questions. few answers. how disappointing.

need to end this entry. di aq makagawa ng bio1 hw ng maayos. :))

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--*LUUURVE

"kung magmamahal ka, wag mo ibigay ang 1oo% ng sarili mo. bakit? kasi kapag nasaktan ka, wala ng matitira sa'yo."

"hindi porke't wala akong gf/bf since birth e di ko alam yung feeling ng nagmamahal."

"lalaban ka pa ba kung yung taong ipinaglalaban mo na ang nagsasabi na 'TALO ka na'?"

"bakit kailangan pa magmahal? ... pero mas magandang tanung, bakit kailangan pang masaktan?"

"no star can shine with a broken heart."

"isa sa pinakamasaklap na pwedeng mangyari sayo ay ito: ung taong dumurog sa puso mo ay nanligaw sa kaibigan mo tapos bigla ka niyang tinanong kung pwede mo ba siyang tulungan sa panliligaw niya."


gusto ko lang ishare ung mga ideas, thoughts, slash quotes namin nila carlo kahapon habang ito ang topic namin. :)

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HAPPY 4TH ANNIVERSARY MY DEAREST PROPPHI KIMBERLY TRIX LEE. :)

aww. 48 months of friendship. heehee. kahit ba na binibilang natin kung ilang months na tayong best of friends, what matters most is ung bond natin. i love you so much!! you'll always be one of the biggest pieces in my puzzle called "life". [ano daw?! hehe.] ayan. miss you so much. sa sembreak bawi tau ng bonding!
 

--*DCHD.

UPD TriNoma UPD TriNoma. destination today. :))

just got 4hrs of sleep. 2am-6am. damn! then spent almost 12hrs outdoors. from 7:3o am to 7pm. haha. talk about "lakwatsera".

had cs11 review in the morning. then timezone mode in TriNoma. at xempre vanity moment. :D

mico! read between the lines! xit. :)) your ego's way toooooo high! pasalamat ka i was able to keep myself from slapping u in public.

grabe pala sa UPD. hinarass kami ng mga bata. tsktsk. lalo na si tintin. grabe! ibang level.

anyway, basta thank u kei propphi, chippy, chito, kuya nikko, mico, roan, tintin, at wane sa isang masayang araw!! :)

i'll keep this post short.

busybusybusy especially sa susunod na dalawang linggo. (+.+) crappiness.

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--*YEY.

GRABE! todo misadventure kahapon! homo erroneous aq yesterday. xet! tuwang tuwa naman kasama q. hahahaha. tama ba naman un?!

it's past midnight already yet i'm still writing an entry for my blog. im crazy. hahahaha.

currently staying at propphi's. :)

yay. then mico and paulo were here awhile ago. both left mga past 11pm na. GRABE! super saya. vanity mode habang may kausap sa phone. debates and situational questions. :))))

short entry for now.

cs11 bukas. pero FUN TIME after. :)

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--*FüN

school day today? 3hrs! minus the 3o-minute break between scrabble and cs11. 2hrs and 3o mins. hahaha. had my scrabble. then cs11. pero di namin nasakop ang 3hrs xc diniscuss lang ung answers sa long test and lab test. then problem set number1. *sigh*

no math17. heehee. 3hrs sa seesaw na upuan. walang ginawa kundi magbaraha. pusoy dos mania ulit. tapos "killer" game. nakakaloka. :)) tapos ung "who's who slash name game". woot. ansaya saya talaga. :D

umuwi na kami ng 1pm. kahit 1o am last class. wahahaha.

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PEOPLE. :) READ THIS. ESPECIALLY TWILIGHT FANS.

want "Twilight" movie to be aired in December this year?? go to this site!

http://www.thepetitionsite.com/1/twilight39s-movie-release-in-the-philippines

won't harm if we do "sign". :)

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--*PS

not the playstation. not the postscript.

playing safe.

some people say na pagiging neutral daw yan. i don't think so. neutral is very different from playing safe. you are neutral if from the very start you didn't take any side of the conflict. BUT once you did and you're trying to be neutral, you are playing safe.

so why am i posting an entry about playing safe?? just a thought. habang nag-aaral xc aq sa math17 kahapon naisip q toh bigla. pero xempre nanuod aq ng dvd kaya nakalimutan q na mag-aral sa math nung latter part of the day. i'm so good. :))

anyway back to playing safe. if you want to play it safe, consult your allies / friends first. obviously, they're gonna get pissed off with u. duh. sino bang hindi? but i've got a better advice. wag ka ng magplaying safe nu!! stand up for what you believe in. bwahahaha. o dbuh. kahit na magalit sau lalo kaaway mu, e kaaway mu nga e!!! >:)

gottago. aw.

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HAPPY BDAY TITA SUSAN, TITA JANE, and NINANG PAZ.

HAPPY 11th DEATH ANNIV TO MY PAPA. =')

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